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I love Ryan. <3

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 12, 2009, 5:07 PM

(We're not dating. I just love him) A guy has been harassing me. Calling me a whore. Durring gym Ryan snapped at him and told him to stop it. My friend commented how cute it was that he wanted to protect me. A lunch the kid was doing it again. This time Ryan jumped at him and told him that if he did it again that Ryan would drop him. It was so nice. Small journal. Abusing the journal skins.

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Mood: Defeated
Listening to: Parents
Reading: Freak
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Water

Skin by =The-Blood-Diamond

Musika

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 4:58 PM

Somewhat tired of the same thing over and over. Someone suggest music. >: Indie, rock, techno, and dance are my favorites.

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Mood: Defeated
Listening to: Parents
Reading: Lost It
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Water

Skin by =The-Blood-Diamond

Pawn re-vamping

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 12:50 PM

Those of you who have wonder what the hell I'm up to (or you just don't) I have been working with the Pawn plot. Nothing major, just little twicks. I've chaged Elliot's age and *coughhowjezebelandelliotstarteddatingcou gh* All so, I've been working on about 4 other plots. One of them I do in fact want to post on dA. C: Yes, nothing has been posted in forever. Though, I wrote something with Elliot's real mom in it. How she has been questioned lately.. >: Never explained where she was and why Elliot hates her. And I know you're all, "WTFing" at me. I've been really bad lately with my work. And logging on. Laetly, passion is being lacked. I will update later when Re-vamping is finished. C: Comment with questions please? made this layout.

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Mood: Defeated
Listening to: Butterfly Cry - Kerli
Eating: Grapes
Drinking: Water

Skin by =The-Blood-Diamond

We are the goddamn Navy....

Thu Nov 5, 2009, 7:35 PM

Mood: Adoration
Listening to: Butterfly Cry - Kerli
Eating: Grapes
Drinking: Water

^{....I lied, we're just the HHS Marching Band Of '09.

Sadly, today was our last day of pratice and tomorrow we're going to Maryland for National. Big crying fest with the seniors. ]= I'ma going to miss every last senior. Mostly Ashley R. She made me smile even when I wanted to die. I sincerely love that girl.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day. Mentally and Physically. We're going to be up 9 am till 12-3 am in the morning. (Maryland is abput 4 hours away from where I live) We're one of the last to go on. If I haven't told you, we've been in last the whole season. Truly, I'm hoping we can all pull together for one day and bring this sucker home. C: It'd make a good story.

Tonights pratice was amazingly cold. Yet awesome. The guy I like rejected me. So what? My best friend and I are still friends after a huge fight. That's good. My friends hate me for the most part. So what? I ran to FULL Marching Band laps (They're huge) without stopping. That's cool. I got my hair cut and everyone thinks I look like a guy. So what? We're looking good. And I'm doing this next year. I grew a lot from the start of the season to the end.

ILU all. I wish I was a better artist for all my watchers. Theres still a lot of growing I have to go through. Figuring myself out is on the top of the list.}

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Go fruck youself. ._.

Mon Oct 26, 2009, 8:51 AM

Mood: Defeated
Listening to: Butterfly Cry - Kerli
Eating: Grapes
Drinking: Water

Today I went to the doctor. Larely, I've been very tired. My arm was swollen and one of the band parents looked at my arm. She thought it was blood poisoning. About an hour ago the doctor confirmed, for a fact my right arm is poisoned. I got bit by something (spider) and that it got into my blood stream and traveled up my arm. Great. Lucky for me, it only made it up to my shoulder. (started at my right wrist) I'm starting my medication tonight. I have to take a pill, use special lotion, and do hot compresses for ten days. Then I have to go back so she can check up on my arm. Also, this sunday was States For Marching Bands. YES, I went to sates instead of the doctor. That's how important it is to me. We got 8th out of 9. Why? I lost all strenght in my right hand and dropped my flag 5 times. Plus, I leveled a Saxophoniest. (sp) Sorry is all I said to him for the night. (god is he cute. C The music was great and we had everyone jumping out of their sits by the end of Mario. I was smiling even when I dropped my flag and looked angery when I was 'fighting with my partner for mortal combat. It was fun. Our old Captain (last year's ) works for another school that was competeing. They got last place in our group. Fuck you Kaitlen, we still love you. Oh, our Instructors quit on thursday. That doomed us. But our new one starts tomoorow. The best part of the whole thing was the last person to go on did a 911 themed one. EPIC FAILURE! No one was on time, no one marched correctly, music was horrible, they were stripping during it and showing their boob. Oh, not to mention a girl took of her pants. She hand pretty panties let me tell you. All you heard was all the bands going ew, and our head piccoliest go : "IS THAT ALLOWED! IF SO< I WANT EVERYONE TO SEE MY THONG!" (kidding of course.)